busy points

There are so many things I would like to write about!
- I can work on one neurologic project that involved being one day a week in the psychiatric clinic i was writing about in my last post. I really don't know if it is good idea. I always thought about psychiatry as some kind of restricted or conbflicted area of interest, because of my medical history. I don't know what to do.
- Thursday to Sunday I had here my flatmate from Berlin for a visit and it went good (including food and bit alcohol) but boy was it exhausting! Probably it objectively was not that exhausting, but with my social anxieties and social laziness I was almost happy when she left yesterday...
- I got my first present from a 9 years old patient and I love it:)
- Last year of school starts on Wednesday and it feels really odd. I plan to study after this year in PhD program, but still this life is getting somehow to adult.
- I really need to write a post about how I don't know how to be a woman. Eating and having woman's body is one thing, but treating it like women do is not my thing. I don't know if it is necessary ED-related- I know couple of girls and women that just don't care about being woman, but I think it would be nice to have at least a bit of some femininity.
- I hate rubber stamps and how they are far more important that what you can and do. Today I really wished I could stamp one form (absolutely useless, but required in my school) with one of these animal stamps for kids. Grrrrr. But probably rubber stamps are part of adult life as well.
- I am trying really hard to re-build my relationship with my younger sister and I think it works. We have alienated a bit over the past year, but I hope we will find our way together and being closer again.
- I hope I will soon write some more compact post on ED, therapy and stress management.