Berlin list

Here are some things I would really like to do in Berlin:

• Explore more about pediatrics. There is this old fear. I have the fixed idea that everyone in my family thinks I shoul do something more competitive, I should stay in lab and continue in doing research or at least do something like immunology or hematology. I love to think, I love to explore new things and still I don´t feel good enough for it. I love working with kids as well. I think Berlin and absence of my contoling parents will make trying new things easier. We will see.
• Write. Write. Write. I say it every summer: now I have time for continue with the book. But either there are too much mental crap in my head or I am working too much and I can´t decide which of my languages is best for writing it...
• Volunteer.
• Join an orienteering club and try a race. Just couple of times. Just for this feeling you have in the middle of the forest with compas and map and your route, youre speed... However I don´t know if I´ll have guts for it.
• I leave the dog thing open. It would be nice, but it depends very much on the place where I will live.
• Have a lot of guests and not avoid visits just because of ED.
• Avoid creating new obsessions and rituals, mainly exercising issues.
• Try new things.